SM 100 the last bit
September 7th, 2011So I was leaving Aid 3 for 4 and was feeling good after landing on my head…
Remembering exactly what happened and what I rode is already fuzzy. I know I climbed up some stuff, I know I descended some stuff and I know I asked after we got to Aid 4 I was concerned about my time. I asked a fellow racer what time it was and if he knew the mile we were on. He told me we had ridden for 6 hours and had done 43 miles…. Ummm, I hope not. So I let him think that and rode away from him. As I left he mumbled something about needing lights as I took off and I shook my head and knew we were around 60 miles and beginning the big climb up to Aid 5.
I had heard and read that this climb was the “death march”. It was hard, and it wasn’t much fun, but “death march” it was not. I rode a good part of the climb had to walk a bit and here and there and passed people and passed people and passed people and finally hit the Aid 5 station. I grabbed my gel flasks, was offered pizza and turned it down, had to fill my own bottles and had a very nice woman give me a cool towel to clean up. That towel was heaven! I choose not to eat the pizza because it felt and was sure that it would just sit in my belly making me feel sick, so I left as fast as possible. From Aid 5 to 6 is supposed to be a climb that makes one want to hang themselves from the nearest tree.
The trees weren’t tall enough to hang me from and in my world they climb wasn’t fun, but really not that bad. I knew once I crested the climb I would have the race in the bag. So I walked a bit, rode a bit, walked some and walked some. It was at this time I began to feel as if I might have ridden 80 or so miles….. apparently I had. People passed me, I would get back on the bike and pass them back and this yo-yo thing kept going until the top of the climb. Once I got to the top, I believe I still climbed a bit, but at least I was on single track. Then the trail really turned downhill and I forgot about the climb and let the bike go. This trail was rocky and a bit technical which was likely because of fatigue not so much the actual trail. Once the single track turned downhill for real I just let go and coasted, then it got steep and grabbing brakes seemed smart. Then it got fun again and then I got scared and grabbed more brake and so on and so on.
In hindsight I believe I was beginning to bonk again from the lack of food from Aid 2 to 3. I never really got back to even on the calorie intake and was paying big time. The trail wasn’t that technical and I was really struggling to stay focused. That was a sign my head wasn’t clear and a sign I needed food.
Aid 6 popped up out of nowhere, well not exactly, but it surprised me. It was across a creek and never has a creek more hated than that crossing. Getting wet and bounced around didn’t seem to appeal to me but what choice was there. Across I went and then I made the biggest mistake of the race.
Two bottles were given to me, I left the station with little food and didn’t refuel. Bad move and I paid big time. Not being prepared for what was coming cost at least an hour of my life. Out of Aid 6 the race followed roads we had ridden earlier in the day, unfortunately that was bad. It was the first real climb of the day and now appeared to be the last. The first time I rode up this climb it was fun and fast and passing people was fun. This time I crawled to a stand still. From the stand still I began to walk and got past by people. That made me angry, upset and demoralized me into a state that was bad. It didn’t matter what I did every bit of motivation had left me and all I could do was walk. Every bit of my energy was gone, bonking was not the word for what was going on. I am not sure what to call it, but every bit of me had given up. Well I was going to finish, but it was going to be 13 hours… I was shattered, but kept walking. 4 miles. Arriving at what was the jeep trail I got back on the bike cursed and pedaled as I could and walked where I had to again. At this point I walked every climb, but could have ridden every one of the climbs easily but I didn’t….. End of my rope, looked like a 13:30 finish.
Finally the course turned downhill and I coasted to the finish and looked up and saw 11:02 on the clock. What 11:02? The clock was wrong, it had to be, but 11:02? Now I was mad, at myself. I had a sub 11 hour race in the bag, and 10:30 maybe a 10:15 but I had walked myself to an 11 hour finish. Dumb Ed!
I should have eaten at Aid 6, I needed to eat at Aid 6, I have learned that if I go back I will visit Aid 6 for food and coke….
Oh, by the way, I finished in 2nd place in the Clydesdale Category and 204th out of 450 or so people….. not great, not bad.






























